I have run into one of those walls I hit every so often where there’s so much I want to say and either comes out incoherent when I type it or sounds so awkward and outlandish that it would make people who care for me worry.
This is exasperating to say the least.
I love my people, they’re awesome people, and I do not want to worry about them. At the same time I want to get the random that is in my head out. The weird and fucked up day dreams, the angst, the psychotically shabby happy and the gentler melancholy all feels like it should be voiced… He’ll some of it feels more akin to someone else’s dreams than my own true thoughts, but I’ve been keeping a cap on it in order not to concern people with bigger things one their plates to worry over.
So this is a heads up really. Just letting people know that things here could possibly get very odd in the next few weeks/months/years as I let fly with the oddities in my mind in order to not dwell on them.